♥ENYA♥

moving on

2010-05-26T08:49:00.000-07:00

closing the old moving on with the new~

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2010-04-01T07:33:00.000-07:00

so many things which i cant say at all

2010-03-14T07:13:00.001-07:00

i will never ever ever ever ever fall for my friend again never !

after sooooo looonnnggg

2010-03-09T06:55:00.000-08:00

OMG !!! its been a gozillian years sincei post something so many things happened and i dont really like it at alll !!!!!!!!!!!!1

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i wanna piunch and squeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeez his face !!!!!!!!!!!!! >:)

♥family photoshoot and finals are finally over!!!!♥

2009-12-15T07:46:00.000-08:00

yeah~ on previous saturday celebrated Mama's 80th birthday!!!!! all of us went to take photos together and the couzzies finally managed to gather together and chill after saying we wanna hang out for over a year !!!!!!

EXAMS ARE OVER !!!!! cant wait to do so many things !!!! holiday trip to china , hanging out with friends, SENTOSA !!!!! frisbee training and so much more !!!!!!
hmm but i think i ll kinda miss mugging at the student lounge and throwing disc everyday~

♥ZHI CHAR and TAU HUEH♥

2009-12-11T08:48:00.000-08:00

Met ELIZABETH♥ today!!!!!! so so so so so happy to see her !!!!!! misssed her like dunno what!!!!!! althought we only talk for a while but still finally get to see her after a GAZILLION YEARS !!!!!!!

later headed to school~ tried to stucy but cant seeem to concentrate~
didnt go for training but heard the cts team in perth won the IRAUG game !!!! CONGRATES PEOPLE !!!!!!

had dinner with awhole group of UBzzzz♥ at shu heng's uncle zhi char stall ~ food was pretty good liked the curry fish head ~ didnt eat much though i finished the ricee
then headed to rochor rd for tau hueh !!!!!

the cab uncle was damn scaryy when i took the cab back home~ shouting #$#$^%^&*^ and pointing the finger at the taxi and van and speeding!!!!!! i was so freaked out but still pretended to be alrightt but was damn scared didnt even bother to check the change and just literally jump out of the taxi...

cant wait for family photoshoot althought i think everyone will look realllly good except me~

been a while

2009-12-04T09:05:00.000-08:00

study break!!!!! damn ! cant seem to really concentarate today !!! been throwing for the past few days ~ but i have lost my forehand even though my backhand has improved!

alot of things happened through the past weeks when i didnt bother to update~ but since its all over i shan't talk about it~:D

cant wait for family phototaking day and end of year trip !!!!!

A NEW DAY HAS BEGUN !!!

♥smilesmilesmile♥

2009-11-19T06:54:00.001-08:00

had training on thurs at WCP ~ damn tired ... had cramp at the thigh and when home with a bruised arm and bloody finger but i still had fun no matter what !!!

didnt go for PT as i was tooooo tired ....Zzzzz.....FINALLY i get to meet IJYM babes again !!!!!! MISS THEM LOADSSS !!! althought it wasnt really a bbq which we thought we l get good food but at least we managed to spent a really fun and great time together !!!! ♥♥♥ !!!! cant wait to meet them all again with michelle aka ms tan ~!!!!

AHAHAHAHAHA !!!!!! leet really made my day with a perfect smile (a really cute one ) !!!!!! ♥♥♥♥♥♥!!!!!!!!!!!!!

♥dead tired♥

2009-11-13T07:26:00.000-08:00

on thurs had PT physcial training ~ it was crazzzzzzzzzzzzyyyyy !!!!! i was almost dead by the end of it !! worst than 2.4or anything else i have ever did ~!!!! was suppose to jump and land on feet i landed on my knees and it hurrrrttttt!!!!! but luckily just abrasion no scar :D

and today had normal frisbee traning~ only throw for awhile ..... didnt managed to play pickups .....but aleast i spent time with commies :audrey isaac jeremiah christina dominica terence debbie and claudia ~ we celebrated audrey's 19th BIRTHDAY ~~

heeheee!!!! leet smiled at me ~♥

dont think i ll be going for traning on sat ~ damn tired and now i have a blueblacked toenail and arms and legs full of bruises ~

♥AHAHAHAHAHAHA EYECANDY♥

2009-11-05T05:41:00.000-08:00

OOOOHHHHHAAAAAAA !!!!! TOTAL MAJOR MELTDOWN WHEN HE LOOKED AT ME !!!!!!
thank you charlene ~~~~~ during coms presentation charlene asked me to askQs for her group's presentation and when i ask jeremy(leet) answered my question and he looked me in my eyes ~ AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH !!!!!! i was melting !!!!!!!! AHAHAHAHAH !!!!!!!!!!!! heeheeeheeeheee !!!!!!!!! think i m going nuts ...but AHJAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WE6GHOST com101 groupies : jeremiah christina audrey desiree and dominica FTW !!!!!! best group ever !!!!!!!!!

cant wait for group dinner !!!!!! ♥

♥happyhappyhappy♥

2009-11-03T23:58:00.000-08:00

time to start my engine and work work work !!!!!!!!!!! been slacking alll the while ~
thinking of going for all training but worry that i may always be out all the time and end up scarificingtime for study ... need to poritise my time well ~ !!!

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥made the move♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

2009-10-31T21:35:00.000-07:00

FINALLY ITS SUNDAY !!!!!!! ♥

♥missediguess♥

2009-10-28T08:26:00.000-07:00

havent really had the time to blog these days ~ :D back to watching 2days1night

1 박 2 일

hee!!! liking lee seung gi again ~they make me laugh like a mad woman!!!

anyway~ after school today went for comms meeting then met elaine and bryan ang to mug and throw frisbee ~ MAN !!!! i really want to make my throws much better !!!!! stood all the way home from bukit batok to toa payoh~ its was like crazy bananas so squeezy and my ankle became damn tired~ had to shower while soaking my feet in hot water ~

idk idk idk of how i really feel and i miss so many of you so badly~!!!!

♥famlovefam♥

2009-10-25T07:04:00.000-07:00

had a "family" lunch today to celebrate kim po's birthday ~eat and eat nothing else to do and later left early to get to school for meeting~

ASHER

DADDY and ASHER

MUMMY and ASHER

MEGAN

ISAAC

ISAAC he is so funny awkardly cute

met many other relatives , its really amazing how much all of us grew when we used to play together until we started to ignore each other's presence and till now where we acknowledge each other but barely talk.

♥illusion♥

2009-10-22T07:14:00.000-07:00

day started out triring had soc psy and comms ~

meet NOEL to go home together :D !!!!! while waiting~ SAW MY EYECANDIES (icandy) !!!! said bye to adrian(HEE he tapped me on my shoulder to say bye) and saw leet sern(18yrold malaysian) going off ~ but hee hee at least my day ended nicely

didnt go for PT cause i had school till 5 and i didnt know that it was at 5 30 until bryan ang told me ~bleep too bad ~ cant wait to throw tomorrow :D !!!!

i guess i kinda sticking to my plan of sperm donor 2015/2018
hee wanna look for really goodlooking guy and have really pretty and goodlooking children :D

guys pretty much sucks and dunno why sometimes i wished i was one but thankfully i m not ~(and i m perfectly straight)

2009-10-21T08:03:00.001-07:00

it probably was a illusion afterall

♥your such a cutiepie♥

2009-10-17T07:57:00.000-07:00

you may be the only source of sunshine to my happiness
but could it be just a illusion of mine ...

♥sillybilly♥ happy happy happy ♥

2009-10-14T06:02:00.000-07:00

esl408 mid term essay was crap !!! i think my outline didnt really go with my essay ... :( crap but nvm at least its over !!!!! i think i m nuts trying to study 9 chapters by tonight(3 soc and 6 psy) !!!

after esl went for lunch with dewi and elaine but had to wait for terence and was damn hungry by the time he came .. but at least he treat me to ban mian :D ~ wanted to buy him a drink but he got it himself so nvm ~ i ll treat him another time !

studied like "mad" the while day in the student lounge wasnt really concentrating and by the time i started to concentrate i was physically tooo tired to continue so headed home~ slept on the bus and my head was bobbing everywhere ~ MUST START STUDYING !!!!!!

2009-10-12T09:14:00.001-07:00

wanting to express how i feel yet i m afraid you ll misunderstand not knowing that those messages are for you

♥happy happy happy ♥

2009-10-09T09:20:00.000-07:00

FINALLY managed to meet up with all IJYM people aka noel erica( you finally wanna head out) marie yinsan sheena and shermaine!!! had a short but awesome time ~ ate carl's jr. played at the arcade took pics (lol loads of jump pics) it was really awesome ~!!!!!!

then met elaine and bryan ang to get their stuff (white jersey and boots) didnt really see anything suitable until when we were pretty late for frisbee then somehow we managed to get everything they need ~

went for frisbee !!! was reallly fun playing soccer like frisbee after some throws~ then went to Al Azarh with dewi elaine terence bryan ang jowene eugene and garnesh ~ had to head hoome cos its late~♥

2009-10-07T09:11:00.000-07:00

today is probabaly one of the most enjoyable day of my life~
went out with lyn then went for frisbee some stuff happened in between ~

been getting lazy to bother to blog ...

ANG ANG !!!! remember to finish the check list ♥

2009-10-06T08:11:00.000-07:00

it hurts to hear something like that from you ... ...

quotes..

2009-10-02T09:37:00.000-07:00

♥"up until now I have sworn to myself that I'm content with loneliness, because none of it was ever worth the risk"♥

"There is a battle within that i ll never win. It's me i'm up against.Its my heart versus my commonsense"

"everybody wants happiness,nobody wants pain but you cant have a rainbow, without a little rain"

"when you fall in love, getting hurt is evitable but its definaltly worth it"

“When you tell someone something bad about yourself and you’re scared she won’t love you anymore. But then you get surprised because not only does she still love you, she loves you even more.”

♥its because he/she complements you♥

2009-10-01T08:43:00.000-07:00

was watching Sophie's Revenge for comms ,a chinese movie about a girl who got dumped just before getting married because he liked a movie star and the girl decides to take revenge by trying all means to break them up get him back and dump him, during the process she kinda got to know this guy to help her take her revenge and slowly he fell in love with her and at the end she fell in love with him too. althought the whole story was kinda predicable but it was the little meanings in the show which really made it a movie that i ll always remember

during comms we were talking about communication in terms of a boy girl relationship and was showed Ice Age movie scene of contacts between the 2 mammoth and there was this part where sidee said that :"because she complements you " and after watching sophie's revenge i realised that at the end of that story its about the one who complements you the one who is your other half who makes you as a complete whole unit

i do wonder when i ll be able to find this one who will be a complete whole with me who will be able to understand me more than i do myself who will be able to always be there for me when i need him who wants to see this face and hears this voice everytime he wakes up ...

2009-09-26T19:13:00.001-07:00

♥keeping that happiness inside my heart♥

♥its really complicated out there ♥

2009-09-23T07:58:00.000-07:00

always seem so protected but stepping into uni really became an eye opener for me althought things did not happen to me but i feel just as bad, its like a situation some what the same which happens in IJ but we are always able to solve it all so quickly or just brush it off and it almost never really hurt we were like a family in there but man... uni really made me see what the world out there is like in a way its like a war which you never know when you ll be attacked even if you did nothing .. i cant imagine how it would really really be like in the real dog eat dog world ..... and its starting to freak me out a little ... i know the world can never be as peacful as i thought or even that people are really really good natured in that sense but it never seem to fail to show me what a human is like ... i wonder if i can really survive in this kind of society or am i just plain naive... though i wouldnt want to change.

♥SELEMAT HARI RAYA ♥

2009-09-21T06:24:00.000-07:00

went to DEWI's and SYAHRIL's place to celebrate hari raya !!! this is kinda like the first time my malay friends invited me to their house and :D the food was really nice!!! dewi's little nephew was really funny when he said bye to us , "wow! so many(girls)!!!!" haha and the other baby nephews were really adorable !!! syahril's nieces and nephew were really cute too!!! they all look so pretty and handsome!!!! and when we left they gave us hugs :D !!!! really really enjoyed the food that was prepared !!!!

waiting for haji lane♥and i really wanna dance !!!

♥heels are killers♥

2009-09-19T08:11:00.000-07:00

DnD was awesome !!!! not because of the programme but because of the company !!!!! during the day when out with mum to get her eyes checked cause she went to do laski sugery later we walked around town and shoped afor a while before going for lunch then headed home ~
mummy help me get prepared for the dinner make up and stuff ~ then went to meet roy and jy in town sat there for 2hours chat and stuff waited for jy's date to pick her up and roy and i took a cab to grand corpthorne. overall it was the company that was really really awesome (but I MISS YOU LYN !!!!) we danced took pictures tried to play the table game it was really fun !!!!! wanted to go zouk for the after party but not many people were dancing to decided to go supper instead but everyone wanted to go bukit batok and its pretty far so didnt join them instead ben soh, siva ,michelle sent me home~but I REALLY HAD A GREAT TIME !!!! althought my heels almost killed me ~!!!! oh and roy the corsage you got is really nice !!!!! THANKS !!!!!!

♥love being with you♥

2009-09-17T07:14:00.000-07:00

POOL DAY WAS AWESOME !!!!! ytd lyn jy elaine and bernie came over to my place to swim !!! i m damn happy !!!! we sang played took pictures it was really fun !!!! i really enjoy spending time with all of them !!! not that i dont like being with the guys but with these girls its really awesome !!!

wondering when can we also finally find a day and spent it like this together ♥
DnD tomorrow~

♥accident prone cousins♥

2009-09-12T08:35:00.000-07:00

spent the whole day at my grandma's place today ~ was so so so so happy to see all my cousins !!!!! just realised that we are all really accident prone haha the week before last skyy bang his head against the wall when he woke up and had a big blueblack on the left of his forehead~last week asher fell and had a bruise on his right forehead from the floor~ and today isaac fell on his back while playing with skyy's toy car and the handwheel hit his nose and it bleed non stop~ it was pretty nasty but at least he was alright after that ~ all of them

felt like going sentosa at first THE SUN SAND SEA AND WIND !!!! but didnt go ~ it will definatly be very weird and awkard because those going will be from the team ~

man!!!! what am i gonna do for my esl408 !!!!! its tough!!!!!! need to think of research topic and do my essay draft which i totally dont know what to edit and stuff !!!!!! and comms !!!! all the projects and blog !!! but at least soci and social psy is alright ~ need to get back to study mode !!!!!

♥love those cousins so so so so so much !!!!♥

2009-09-11T10:08:00.000-07:00

havent been able to post anything these few days because i was really reallly busy with school ~ still trying to adapt back into school life~ but at least i m more comfortable now ! quite a no of things happened these few days ~ school dnd frisbee so many more things~ how i wished i can have more time now and that it ll all just slow down abit for me to catch up

tired... ...

2009-09-07T09:20:00.001-07:00

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY MING !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

♥ HAPPY BRITHDAY in 15 mins time MING !!!!♥

2009-09-07T08:42:00.001-07:00

went out today to "celebrate" and spent some time with ming and crystal ~ they came to my school to pick me up !!! only to realised that they were tricked into travelling to and fro :D
later we went to plaza sing to get hamsters before going to clark quay for fisherman's wraft headed back to town later collected the hamster and we sat at the mrt station fixing its little new home ~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MING !!!! LOVE YOU LOADS !!!! XOXO !!!!!♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ !!!!!

2009-09-06T07:52:00.000-07:00

why am i feeling like this
hopfully your alright now
loving to see that smile and hear that laughter of yours

2009-09-05T21:44:00.001-07:00

i hate it when my friends are unhappy ....

♥ OMG!!!!!!!!!!!♥

2009-09-04T22:05:00.000-07:00

just got back from frisbee SuniG was feeling pretty tired and outta place so left early ~ hopfully they ll do really well!!!!!! the other schools were pretty good too but i still think SIM is AWESOME !!!

BLAH!!!!! i cant actually believe i did it !!!!!! its so CRAP !!!! i rather get a direct answer !!! please dont leave me hanging like that !!!!

♥ school is it gonna work overload ... ... ♥

2009-09-02T09:16:00.000-07:00

school have been so far so good everything is kinda going smoothly although i dont exactly know what i m doing ~ man... creating this habit to sleep on the bus on the way to school ~ i usually dont infact almost never sleep on the bus unless i m with someone i know but these days i just cannot take it and i really need to sleep on the bus although its kinda embrassing but it was a really good 25 mins nap !!!

been too busy catching up on school activities and feel kinda bad when my friends need me and i m not there for them 100% ... ... but i ll definatley try to always be there no matter what !!!

♥

♥2nd SEMESTER♥

2009-08-31T07:06:00.000-07:00

FINALLY SCHOOL STARTS !!!!!! man!! although tha breaks were pretty good but wow so damn happy to be back in school !!!! had esl408 i must say that the teacher is pretty anal ~ but i guess shes good~looking at all her achievements and participation for the united nations and stuff hopfully esl wouldnt be as tough as she say it is but am gonna try by best still later has cse111 which was great ideas in computer science although intially i thought it would be interesting but ended up fbing and chatting but at least it wasnt all that boring the teacher was lamly entertaining ~

feelings can be such at complicated thing sometimes you just feel really up and then just within the next hours you can be feeling moody ~ thats what i ve been feeling but the annoying thing is that i am not sure what are the reasons for these feelings but these feelings arent what you guys think its something else and i am still trying to figure it out hopfully its not what i think it is i dont wanna start it all over again because it really f&^$%(& irritating

♥crystal♥micheal jackson♥

2009-08-29T07:14:00.000-07:00

ankle is still kinda swollen only cant turn my foot to a certain angle or degree but luckily it wasnt as pain as before but it took me almost twice the time to go to school to buy my books yesterday tried to place less pressure on my left ankle to prevent further injury and my blister from bursting again but in the end my right foot hurted for a while due to placing my weight all on my right

wanted to spent the whole day at home resting and watching tv and stuff watched a movie about a medical student played by robbie williams , who was once placed in a mental hospital, using a different approach from the other normal doctors that is to treat patients with the mindset that happiness can help in alot in treatments but in the process many people doubt his ability and he also met with setbacks like the murder of his gf but in the end he became successful in achieving his dream of having his own clinic

was watching when crystal called then she asked me to go back to IJTP to keep her company while she was doing her o level art piece it was really cool and had my fav colour !!!!! although she may not think so but the moment i saw those colours i felt relaxed more like calm and cool and it so happened that her topic was relax so we just hang out and i helped her here and there then headed back home around 6 plus

watched MICHEAL JACKSON :HIStory world tour in muchin it was pretty cool although i kinda suspect that he lipsync but i kinda like it ~ if he were to have a concert in singapore I WOULD DEFINATELY GO and i would LOVE TO LEARN HIS DANCES !!!! the more i watch him perform and the more i hear about his news and everything the more i want to know who micheal jackson really is i even thought of meeting him but the thing i just realised is that he kinda moved on and i guess the only time i would ever get that chance is definately not in this life time but hopfully the next or maybe when i m dead in this life time

if only it was filled up ♥

♥skating♥

2009-08-27T08:11:00.000-07:00

went to kallang with shu heng vivian charlene russell shawn and jamie for ice skating !! while waiting for jamie we went to the acarde and played some games then we headed to the skating ring !!! it was my first time ice skating and skating ever since 8 years ago !!!! man it was sure difficult at first but later it went pretty well ~ although i am still not really good at it

fell a couple of times with charlene and vivian !!! it was really dangerous but really funny !! at the end when we were about to end i wanted to make the feeling last so was gliding nicely suddenly i kinda jammed and BUHMP !!! i fell badly ~ and man.... i kinda sprained my ankle and its now all swollen ~

later noel wanted to meet so i suggested town and vivian and charlene accompanied me until 5 plus i still havent meet noel and i told my grandma that i ll be home at 4 so called her to meet in toa payoh instead cause my feet was kinda really hurting so finally met noel and cheryl at 6 when for dinner and i left early inorder to get less scolding

sometimes i wonder if people really know that i exist and actually have feelings

♥NOEL♥CHERYL♥

2009-08-26T08:17:00.000-07:00

finally !!! noel changed her hair style and she sure looked pretty !!! cause she needed to meet ms tan aka MICHELLE and we were bored staying at home so after a long loooooooooong debate on msn we finally decided to go esplanade !!! for fun because i didnt want to spent money~ when we got there we decided to ask cheryl if she wanted to see ms tan but shes meeting her friend so we called her out to hangout so we had our sushi lunch which was not worth the money at all althought the rice did smell really good and we got tempted so later while waiting for cheryl we wanted to take pictures but having those funny waitress and waiters looking at us we decided to move to starbucks and went online and stuff and finally CHERYL came !!!!

I MISSSSSS HER SO SO SO SO SO MUCH !!!! finally seeing her after a gazzillion years !!!!! so we talked and took more photos when to an accessories shop ~ MAN !!! there were quite a few items which i liked but NVM !!! i ll save $$$ !! so while noel was choosing her stuff cheryl's friend amanda tay came couldnt remember her by her name but when i saw her i kinda remember who she was although we dont really know each other in primary school but i remember seeing her everywhere around school~ then we walked around to NUM a small jap shop before noel and i headed to school to see michelle

it felt weird going back to school when you dont really see many faces that you know although i just grad like a few mths ago its like your a whole new stranger where even people you know doesnt recgonise you it just felt really weird and definately outta place ~ so anyway we met ms tan then noel had her oral and stuff and headed home~

gonna go ice skating tomorrow~and noel if your reading this please send me the photos and i love the band you gave me !!! ♥follow your heart♥

♥sentosa♥

2009-08-25T08:07:00.000-07:00

headed down to sentosa today planning to crash the UB orentation~it not fair ~ the new batch had their's at sentosa while we had ours at the ulu panda hostel .. .. so met elaine at vivo before going down together played frisbee and laughed at the newbies and thai ah gua playing volleyball with ang mos when everything ended we headed back to vivo had thaiexpress for dinner had greencurry :D and i decided to head home because for some weird reasons i felt tired although i havent done anything much

when i told my parents my 1st sem grades i was surprised with my daddy's reaction initially he didnt seem bothered about it but later when my mum got back my mum kinda said something which isnt very nice i know the reason for not doing well so even if i wanted to try to go back and change my mindset and everything it cant happen its too late so gonna be working really hard for the rest of my uni life and i must do well inorder not to disappoint them anymore as well as to not feel any guilt about my scores and stuff

♥JINGYI♥CHERYLN♥

2009-08-24T08:17:00.000-07:00

met JY and LYN today~went to have lunch at a chicken rice resturant at Purvise ST it looked really good although i dont know if it really tasted good ~then headed to raffles creamery for some ice cream where you choose your ice cream flavour then mix with some fruits or other toppings of your choice so we sat there and chat ~ then jy wanted to go and borrow books so headed to the national library while they were looking for books i just sat on a arm chair and stone... ... then i realised that the ACS boy sitting infront of me was the boy who acted in ubin boy NEH!!! didnt know he was younger than me~ after that we walked to marina square sat at some vietnamese cafe jy had her coffee while lyn had her butter "crossonate" chatting and stuff then jy suddenly talked about old changi hospital the stuff she encountered and everything about paranormal i really really kinda freaked out later i headed home luckily i was texting or my mind would have wonder off about stuff and then i would reallly freak out and try to get home ASAP !!!!

SENTOSA TOMORROW ~

♥noel♥

2009-08-22T08:14:00.000-07:00

woke up feeling pretty blah ... ... dont know why but i was kinda cranky with my mummy didnt mean to but i just felt kinda fustrated with certain things she says

met NOEL for lunch headed down to bugis and had sakae sushi we wanted to eat at Ajisens but we walk round and round to realise that it was underconstruction we were planning on snacking alot but the meal was just too filling so we just walked around and not suprisingly we spent 45 mins in the wallet shop just to wait for noel to decide on the design she wanted to get for her pencil case while she was choosing it i kinda lost my sanity and started moving to the beat of the music wanted to go get some candies but couldnt find any so we headed to novena instead of candies we bought kimchi felt tired so went home

felt kinda sad when we seperated .... .... sometimes i really hate goodbyes .... always hoping that we ll continue to hang out nonstop...continue to chit chat on the phone on msn texting but it always seem that there must be a end to something...although many may say that an end is a brand new begining i totally agree with it but it just doesnt feel good .... .... and what if the new begining doesnt happen

i m starting to like this the ability to express ~

♥ cheryln !!! make sure you know where your phone is !!!♥

2009-08-21T08:34:00.000-07:00

planned to meet lyn at 11 today to help her with her music finals i reached school at 10 plus and waited for her along the benches at level3 after waiting for an hour while texting jingyi and noel i got really bored and almost wanted to sleep and i was worried if she could have fallen asleep at home or something becasue she hasnt slept for 2 days in a row so i tried calling her a few times after that tried my luck asking terence if lyn was texting him and stuff but he didnt so i sat there waiting until he came then we went to get a drink

Then cliff called me and CHERYLN answered !!!!!!!! FINALLY !!!! she was at the student lounge the whole time and i was just sitting there for 2 whole hours waiting for someone who has already been in school the whole time!!!! she was hoping that we would be telepathtic and sense that she was upstairs but haha couldnt sense it~ hopfully we would soon !!!

FRISBEE was really awesome other than not really getting the horizontal stack thing but when it was pickups jy suggested playing monkey and i was one for quite a while when the frisbee went out dewi and i tackled for it and man! althought it was painful but it was really really fun ended up wet all over and a blueblacked thumb with sore knees but it was awesome

stupid myua thai club having haunted house and scared the hell out of us when we were just talking and chilling while waiting for the toilet lights to come on

enjoying youth but i still cant wait... 30January2010 cant you come earlier ?

♥ BBQ♥ HAPPY BIRTHDAY CRYSTAL ♥

2009-08-20T08:37:00.000-07:00

FINALLY !!! a 17224 gathering although there were also many other groupies~

managed to psychoed jason into going for the bbq rather than walking around town on his own so met at 3 plus and took a bus down to meet cheryln , suppose to help her with her music finals but instead talk about other stuff so i m gonna meet her tomorrow before her paper and do a crash course, then we headed to east coast park for bbq i kinda feel bad that jason may have felt awkward and i left him alone for a while when elaine and i have asked him to go but at least and hopefully he got to make more friends afterthat it rained when we were all about to head elsewhere so everybody gathered at macs and one by one everybody left ~

man.... its ghost festival .... i m so gonna have a strict curfew for the next 1 month ..... this is bad ....

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY CRYSTAL !!!!! man!!! you must be freaking happy "receiving" the surprise present from yining !!! now i cant wait to turn legal !!! 30 january 2010 cant you come earlier ?!!

phone5

2009-08-19T08:15:00.000-07:00

well havent been doing anything much for the past 2 days but watching HOW I MET YOUR MOTHER i m kinda liking it more and more although you can guess how the story is gonna flow but its the way they talk and act that makes it all really funny and i like BARNEY !! hes funny !! idiotically ...

finally a IJYM outing is coming up but man! it has to be cancelled ....because marie and yinsan has to study .. well all of them except me have to study but it kinda sucks.... like everybody well almost everybody agreeded to meet up and have some fun but because of funny timing of exams and stuff ..... and they wanna meet after september and by then i would have started school ... man..... i really dislike being in different schools as all of them ....

BBQ tomorrow i cant wait !!

♥ town♥

2009-08-17T06:18:00.000-07:00

thought i would stay home the whole day today but couldnt take the boredom and decided to head out to the national library to get a book to read for the break and finally borrowed 2 story and 2 comic books was trying to waste my time so i walked from bugis to raffles and took the train down to sormerset and walked to wisma. decided to sit at starbicks and start reading my book but got bored a little while later so called elaine to see if she was still in town . she was catching a movie with her besti so didnt want to disturb her but she told me jason was in town too and wanted to have lunch but theres nobody to eat with him so i got his no. and text him. we met later at lido he had his kfc lunch and we chatted about stuff wanted to play Xbox G.I.Joe but it wasnt working ... so we head out and went to meet elaine for a while cause she was at far east. after meeting her we walked to paragon got orangejulies and headed home~

♥family day♥

2009-08-16T03:43:00.000-07:00

went out with my mum's side family didnt actually want to go because i was really tired talking to noel till 2 am and my whole body was aching like hell but since my little cousins are all going and i miss them so i went and it was gonna be isaac's 5th birthday on the 18 of AUG . so went to raffles followed by suntec, my legs were like hell cant walk properly like some spastic girl walked everywhere till my uncle and family came. my grandma wanted to walk the fountain of wealth so kinda walked there and next thing i know heard my name and saw terence melissa and roderic were there too. didnt want to walk the thing so i stayed with asher ~

phoebe

isaac

asher

sometimes i do feel really really dumb.... .....

♥ CRYSTAL precelebrated BIRTHDAY ♥

2009-08-15T07:23:00.000-07:00

man!! frisbee was awesome the day before but now i am aching all over but its worth it :D

today celebrated crystal's 17 birthday !!! we went to watch UP wanted to watch in 3D version but it was freaking selling fast so in the end we watched 2D version but had seats really near the screen~
felt kinda bad cause i was pretty tired yawning and always asking to rest when we were hanging out~but i really had a great time !!!

♥ FRISBEE

2009-08-14T09:56:00.000-07:00

today frisbee was awesome !! although intially i didnt throw well too self concious everybody are really good at it ~ but at least by the end of the day i did !!! YEAH !!!! playing with the seniors was really fun especially when its 6vs6 all girls !!! after frisbee when to KAP for dinner ~and saw mr timon teo my cousin~ i think he drank cause his face was red ... but anyway reached home pretty late and i cant wait till tomorrow gonna watch UP 3D with crystal !!!!

boring day but with surprise convo ♥

2009-08-13T08:13:00.000-07:00

today was really boring but at least i was happy webcamming with erica ♥ and talking !!! cant wait for tomorrow's frisbee and crystal's birthday celebration on sat althought is on next thursday (20th AUGUST shes complaining that everybody remembers her birthday wrongly) crystal watch out !!!

oh and some pictures from picnic

and jingyi

♥

uber boring day ... with no surprise convo

2009-08-12T06:38:00.000-07:00

today was a freaking boring day !!!! nothing to do ...but have to be a good girl and stay at home ...last night was crazy i was F^@*&^$ pissed and noel knows why .....dont wanna bother about it still very piss with her (not noel someone else)

well today.... all i can say is BORING !!!!! wanted to play sim3 but something went wrong when i was copying the file so never mind till next time then sim3~

17224 few of them are out clubbing ~ could have join them but i ll wait till my 18th birthday and really enjoy and have a blast then !!!

saw this video from crystal's blog thought its kinda cool and cute !! haha it ll be really fun if my wedding can be like this !!!

♥

♥picnic♥

2009-08-11T07:41:00.000-07:00

today started out kinda pissed off my mum thinks that i have to go to school when i have told her more than 5 freakin time that i m having my 3 weeks break !!!!!! and she kept scolding and making noise to get me out of bed !! irritating !!! afterthat talked on msn fb looked for music etc followed by buying of stuff to make HOTDOG BUN for the PICNIC !!! i am surprised that i can actually make hotdog bun when the only thing i can cook is instant noodles althought i have actually cooked many other dished like chicken curry which turned out tasting sweet sepherd's pie which became gooy in home econ classes.

Really had a enjoyable time during the picnic at BOTANICAL GARDEN althought only a few of us went (jingyi syahril roy elaine russell dewi namka ron joyce and her bf johnson)but i had fun :D althought i have not watched ORPHAN but syahril kinda told us the plot and it was freaky !!!!! and they are planning to watch final destination 4 or 5 i think but i am so not joining them ~ still being kinda freaked out from the previous show ~later we headed to town and walked around ION stupid place with a messed up floorplan but nice shops went home early cause i was kinda tired ~so left when they were at wisma ~

i am getting so hyped about frisbee !!!! m going this friday for sure !! not gonna lose the bet !!

EDWARD CULLLEN S SO CHARMING ~

2009-08-10T18:59:00.000-07:00

OOOOOOoooooo was watching twilight last night ~ it actually took me awhile to watch this show !! but since newmoon is coming out cheryln kept talking about how charming edward is and i was bored i watched it ~and i really do agree with yln that if only my life can be as exciting as bella's it would be a hell lot of danger fun and love~secretly it the kind of life that i want !!! and man !!! edward is really cool !!! run awesomely fast super strength awesomely goodlooking loves bella so much !

althought this video is kinda random but i thought its kinda nice ...

cant wait to go for 17224 picnic later althought not everybody is going ~

boys can be so problematic

2009-08-10T06:09:00.000-07:00

YEAH !!! meet noel today for dinner and went to make her specs~ although we didnt go anywhere but at least we spent time together ~

boys can really be a problem she is kinda suffering from it all and i just hope that this fugly guy can stop stalking her !!! hopfully he gets the message and backoff before she flares up and get her dad

sometimes i really just dont get what the hell is she thinking and that whatever we do is always not right when its done the normal way thinking that we re deaf just because she mumbles all the time and that we had to get her to repeat what she said at least 3 times before screaming at us its crazy at times i wonder how he can live with it all these years ... i guess it just love or a habit

looking forward to tomorrow :D !! gonna have a 17224 picnic hopefully everybody can make it !!!

2009-08-09T09:38:00.000-07:00

something before going to bed

hopefully the video can be seen

but anyway i think its kinda cute having the guy version of lovestory by taylor swift rather than always the girl who is going ga ga over the guy ~ SWEET !!!!!

happy national day !!!

2009-08-09T08:17:00.000-07:00

this is crap !!! i actually wrote a freakin long post but accidently close the tab !!!
anyway to cut short what i have previously typed had a long day ~ well not exactly long but i slept at 2 and woke up around 8 to go and pray ~wasted my day using the com and watching tv ...no good

Really really feel like playing frisbee and trying to hone my so called skills ~ man ...should have went for the frisbee opens !!!! terence made it sound really awesome !!!! hopefully i can play as well as the seniors by next year ~gonna go for frisbee for sure this friday !!!!

this is dumb ... should have seen properly before clicking... now i have no mood to type all the stuff out ~ anyway gonna be off doing crap but i ll probably come back and type crap again if i feel like doing so ~

i cant seem to look at you in the eye

2009-08-08T08:55:00.000-07:00

to me is kinda dumb to write a blogpost twice a day and to do it on the first day of blogging ...
anyway ~ BEN's birthday was kinda fun ~ playing frisbee smearing cake on each others face!!!

i dont know why but i cant seem to look at you probably i could but not in the eye it seemed so surreal that i can actually stay composed during these time but i am glad i made that decision because i know that that is what i really want between the both of us and even everybody .i m really really really glad that you actually trusted me and told me about it because it would really hurt even more if i didnt hear it from you but from someone else and all i want to say is to GO FOR IT !!!!

you may not know this but i think you can feel it too i ll always be there for you but do make the right decisions and not regret it later or feel that you may have hurt someone you seem to have everything going smoothly for you and i am really glad but why is it so that i cant seem to look at you in the eyes...

i am not going to regret my decisions and i ll stay true to everything but why am i worried that you may get hurt ...

and I WANNA PLAY FRISBEE !!!!

my first entry

2009-08-07T19:34:00.000-07:00

hello there this is kinda dumb doing a blog on a impromtu decision~
anyway its my first blog and i do have loads of things to say ...
i am really really happy that my daddy is finally back home !!!! i missed him so badly during this past few days~ but because of a stupid fishbone he got a slight infection and is down with a fever ... now i m kinda worried about him ...

i felt it i saw it coming i knew it was going to happen and i am glad it did or it will torture me further and thankfully it didnt hurt that much but for some reason i am worried

something nice to blog for today rather then having a stupid first entry on worrism stuff i am gonna cut my hair and be off soon for BENjamin Aw's bday !!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEN !!!