i cant seem to look at you in the eye

to me is kinda dumb to write a blogpost twice a day and to do it on the first day of blogging ...
anyway ~ BEN's birthday was kinda fun ~ playing frisbee smearing cake on each others face!!!

i dont know why but i cant seem to look at you probably i could but not in the eye it seemed so surreal that i can actually stay composed during these time but i am glad i made that decision because i know that that is what i really want between the both of us and even everybody .i m really really really glad that you actually trusted me and told me about it because it would really hurt even more if i didnt hear it from you but from someone else and all i want to say is to GO FOR IT !!!!

you may not know this but i think you can feel it too i ll always be there for you but do make the right decisions and not regret it later or feel that you may have hurt someone you seem to have everything going smoothly for you and i am really glad but why is it so that i cant seem to look at you in the eyes...

i am not going to regret my decisions and i ll stay true to everything but why am i worried that you may get hurt ...

and I WANNA PLAY FRISBEE !!!!