♥its really complicated out there ♥

always seem so protected but stepping into uni really became an eye opener for me althought things did not happen to me but i feel just as bad, its like a situation some what the same which happens in IJ but we are always able to solve it all so quickly or just brush it off and it almost never really hurt we were like a family in there but man... uni really made me see what the world out there is like in a way its like a war which you never know when you ll be attacked even if you did nothing .. i cant imagine how it would really really be like in the real dog eat dog world ..... and its starting to freak me out a little ... i know the world can never be as peacful as i thought or even that people are really really good natured in that sense but it never seem to fail to show me what a human is like ... i wonder if i can really survive in this kind of society or am i just plain naive... though i wouldnt want to change.