FINALLY SCHOOL STARTS !!!!!! man!! although tha breaks were pretty good but wow so damn happy to be back in school !!!! had esl408 i must say that the teacher is pretty anal ~ but i guess shes good~looking at all her achievements and participation for the united nations and stuff hopfully esl wouldnt be as tough as she say it is but am gonna try by best still later has cse111 which was great ideas in computer science although intially i thought it would be interesting but ended up fbing and chatting but at least it wasnt all that boring the teacher was lamly entertaining ~
feelings can be such at complicated thing sometimes you just feel really up and then just within the next hours you can be feeling moody ~ thats what i ve been feeling but the annoying thing is that i am not sure what are the reasons for these feelings but these feelings arent what you guys think its something else and i am still trying to figure it out hopfully its not what i think it is i dont wanna start it all over again because it really f&^$%(& irritating
Monday, August 31, 2009
Saturday, August 29, 2009
♥crystal♥micheal jackson♥
ankle is still kinda swollen only cant turn my foot to a certain angle or degree but luckily it wasnt as pain as before but it took me almost twice the time to go to school to buy my books yesterday tried to place less pressure on my left ankle to prevent further injury and my blister from bursting again but in the end my right foot hurted for a while due to placing my weight all on my right
wanted to spent the whole day at home resting and watching tv and stuff watched a movie about a medical student played by robbie williams , who was once placed in a mental hospital, using a different approach from the other normal doctors that is to treat patients with the mindset that happiness can help in alot in treatments but in the process many people doubt his ability and he also met with setbacks like the murder of his gf but in the end he became successful in achieving his dream of having his own clinic
was watching when crystal called then she asked me to go back to IJTP to keep her company while she was doing her o level art piece it was really cool and had my fav colour !!!!! although she may not think so but the moment i saw those colours i felt relaxed more like calm and cool and it so happened that her topic was relax so we just hang out and i helped her here and there then headed back home around 6 plus
watched MICHEAL JACKSON :HIStory world tour in muchin it was pretty cool although i kinda suspect that he lipsync but i kinda like it ~ if he were to have a concert in singapore I WOULD DEFINATELY GO and i would LOVE TO LEARN HIS DANCES !!!! the more i watch him perform and the more i hear about his news and everything the more i want to know who micheal jackson really is i even thought of meeting him but the thing i just realised is that he kinda moved on and i guess the only time i would ever get that chance is definately not in this life time but hopfully the next or maybe when i m dead in this life time
if only it was filled up ♥
wanted to spent the whole day at home resting and watching tv and stuff watched a movie about a medical student played by robbie williams , who was once placed in a mental hospital, using a different approach from the other normal doctors that is to treat patients with the mindset that happiness can help in alot in treatments but in the process many people doubt his ability and he also met with setbacks like the murder of his gf but in the end he became successful in achieving his dream of having his own clinic
was watching when crystal called then she asked me to go back to IJTP to keep her company while she was doing her o level art piece it was really cool and had my fav colour !!!!! although she may not think so but the moment i saw those colours i felt relaxed more like calm and cool and it so happened that her topic was relax so we just hang out and i helped her here and there then headed back home around 6 plus
watched MICHEAL JACKSON :HIStory world tour in muchin it was pretty cool although i kinda suspect that he lipsync but i kinda like it ~ if he were to have a concert in singapore I WOULD DEFINATELY GO and i would LOVE TO LEARN HIS DANCES !!!! the more i watch him perform and the more i hear about his news and everything the more i want to know who micheal jackson really is i even thought of meeting him but the thing i just realised is that he kinda moved on and i guess the only time i would ever get that chance is definately not in this life time but hopfully the next or maybe when i m dead in this life time
if only it was filled up ♥
Thursday, August 27, 2009
♥skating♥
went to kallang with shu heng vivian charlene russell shawn and jamie for ice skating !! while waiting for jamie we went to the acarde and played some games then we headed to the skating ring !!! it was my first time ice skating and skating ever since 8 years ago !!!! man it was sure difficult at first but later it went pretty well ~ although i am still not really good at it
fell a couple of times with charlene and vivian !!! it was really dangerous but really funny !! at the end when we were about to end i wanted to make the feeling last so was gliding nicely suddenly i kinda jammed and BUHMP !!! i fell badly ~ and man.... i kinda sprained my ankle and its now all swollen ~
later noel wanted to meet so i suggested town and vivian and charlene accompanied me until 5 plus i still havent meet noel and i told my grandma that i ll be home at 4 so called her to meet in toa payoh instead cause my feet was kinda really hurting so finally met noel and cheryl at 6 when for dinner and i left early inorder to get less scolding
sometimes i wonder if people really know that i exist and actually have feelings
fell a couple of times with charlene and vivian !!! it was really dangerous but really funny !! at the end when we were about to end i wanted to make the feeling last so was gliding nicely suddenly i kinda jammed and BUHMP !!! i fell badly ~ and man.... i kinda sprained my ankle and its now all swollen ~
later noel wanted to meet so i suggested town and vivian and charlene accompanied me until 5 plus i still havent meet noel and i told my grandma that i ll be home at 4 so called her to meet in toa payoh instead cause my feet was kinda really hurting so finally met noel and cheryl at 6 when for dinner and i left early inorder to get less scolding
sometimes i wonder if people really know that i exist and actually have feelings
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
♥NOEL♥CHERYL♥
finally !!! noel changed her hair style and she sure looked pretty !!! cause she needed to meet ms tan aka MICHELLE and we were bored staying at home so after a long loooooooooong debate on msn we finally decided to go esplanade !!! for fun because i didnt want to spent money~ when we got there we decided to ask cheryl if she wanted to see ms tan but shes meeting her friend so we called her out to hangout so we had our sushi lunch which was not worth the money at all althought the rice did smell really good and we got tempted so later while waiting for cheryl we wanted to take pictures but having those funny waitress and waiters looking at us we decided to move to starbucks and went online and stuff and finally CHERYL came !!!!
I MISSSSSS HER SO SO SO SO SO MUCH !!!! finally seeing her after a gazzillion years !!!!! so we talked and took more photos when to an accessories shop ~ MAN !!! there were quite a few items which i liked but NVM !!! i ll save $$$ !! so while noel was choosing her stuff cheryl's friend amanda tay came couldnt remember her by her name but when i saw her i kinda remember who she was although we dont really know each other in primary school but i remember seeing her everywhere around school~ then we walked around to NUM a small jap shop before noel and i headed to school to see michelle
it felt weird going back to school when you dont really see many faces that you know although i just grad like a few mths ago its like your a whole new stranger where even people you know doesnt recgonise you it just felt really weird and definately outta place ~ so anyway we met ms tan then noel had her oral and stuff and headed home~
gonna go ice skating tomorrow~and noel if your reading this please send me the photos and i love the band you gave me !!! ♥follow your heart♥
I MISSSSSS HER SO SO SO SO SO MUCH !!!! finally seeing her after a gazzillion years !!!!! so we talked and took more photos when to an accessories shop ~ MAN !!! there were quite a few items which i liked but NVM !!! i ll save $$$ !! so while noel was choosing her stuff cheryl's friend amanda tay came couldnt remember her by her name but when i saw her i kinda remember who she was although we dont really know each other in primary school but i remember seeing her everywhere around school~ then we walked around to NUM a small jap shop before noel and i headed to school to see michelle
it felt weird going back to school when you dont really see many faces that you know although i just grad like a few mths ago its like your a whole new stranger where even people you know doesnt recgonise you it just felt really weird and definately outta place ~ so anyway we met ms tan then noel had her oral and stuff and headed home~
gonna go ice skating tomorrow~and noel if your reading this please send me the photos and i love the band you gave me !!! ♥follow your heart♥
Tuesday, August 25, 2009
♥sentosa♥
headed down to sentosa today planning to crash the UB orentation~it not fair ~ the new batch had their's at sentosa while we had ours at the ulu panda hostel .. .. so met elaine at vivo before going down together played frisbee and laughed at the newbies and thai ah gua playing volleyball with ang mos when everything ended we headed back to vivo had thaiexpress for dinner had greencurry :D and i decided to head home because for some weird reasons i felt tired although i havent done anything much
when i told my parents my 1st sem grades i was surprised with my daddy's reaction initially he didnt seem bothered about it but later when my mum got back my mum kinda said something which isnt very nice i know the reason for not doing well so even if i wanted to try to go back and change my mindset and everything it cant happen its too late so gonna be working really hard for the rest of my uni life and i must do well inorder not to disappoint them anymore as well as to not feel any guilt about my scores and stuff
when i told my parents my 1st sem grades i was surprised with my daddy's reaction initially he didnt seem bothered about it but later when my mum got back my mum kinda said something which isnt very nice i know the reason for not doing well so even if i wanted to try to go back and change my mindset and everything it cant happen its too late so gonna be working really hard for the rest of my uni life and i must do well inorder not to disappoint them anymore as well as to not feel any guilt about my scores and stuff
Monday, August 24, 2009
♥JINGYI♥CHERYLN♥
met JY and LYN today~went to have lunch at a chicken rice resturant at Purvise ST it looked really good although i dont know if it really tasted good ~then headed to raffles creamery for some ice cream where you choose your ice cream flavour then mix with some fruits or other toppings of your choice so we sat there and chat ~ then jy wanted to go and borrow books so headed to the national library while they were looking for books i just sat on a arm chair and stone... ... then i realised that the ACS boy sitting infront of me was the boy who acted in ubin boy NEH!!! didnt know he was younger than me~ after that we walked to marina square sat at some vietnamese cafe jy had her coffee while lyn had her butter "crossonate" chatting and stuff then jy suddenly talked about old changi hospital the stuff she encountered and everything about paranormal i really really kinda freaked out later i headed home luckily i was texting or my mind would have wonder off about stuff and then i would reallly freak out and try to get home ASAP !!!!
SENTOSA TOMORROW ~
SENTOSA TOMORROW ~
Saturday, August 22, 2009
♥noel♥
woke up feeling pretty blah ... ... dont know why but i was kinda cranky with my mummy didnt mean to but i just felt kinda fustrated with certain things she says
met NOEL for lunch headed down to bugis and had sakae sushi we wanted to eat at Ajisens but we walk round and round to realise that it was underconstruction we were planning on snacking alot but the meal was just too filling so we just walked around and not suprisingly we spent 45 mins in the wallet shop just to wait for noel to decide on the design she wanted to get for her pencil case while she was choosing it i kinda lost my sanity and started moving to the beat of the music wanted to go get some candies but couldnt find any so we headed to novena instead of candies we bought kimchi felt tired so went home
felt kinda sad when we seperated .... .... sometimes i really hate goodbyes .... always hoping that we ll continue to hang out nonstop...continue to chit chat on the phone on msn texting but it always seem that there must be a end to something...although many may say that an end is a brand new begining i totally agree with it but it just doesnt feel good .... .... and what if the new begining doesnt happen
i m starting to like this the ability to express ~
met NOEL for lunch headed down to bugis and had sakae sushi we wanted to eat at Ajisens but we walk round and round to realise that it was underconstruction we were planning on snacking alot but the meal was just too filling so we just walked around and not suprisingly we spent 45 mins in the wallet shop just to wait for noel to decide on the design she wanted to get for her pencil case while she was choosing it i kinda lost my sanity and started moving to the beat of the music wanted to go get some candies but couldnt find any so we headed to novena instead of candies we bought kimchi felt tired so went home
felt kinda sad when we seperated .... .... sometimes i really hate goodbyes .... always hoping that we ll continue to hang out nonstop...continue to chit chat on the phone on msn texting but it always seem that there must be a end to something...although many may say that an end is a brand new begining i totally agree with it but it just doesnt feel good .... .... and what if the new begining doesnt happen
i m starting to like this the ability to express ~
Friday, August 21, 2009
♥ cheryln !!! make sure you know where your phone is !!!♥
planned to meet lyn at 11 today to help her with her music finals i reached school at 10 plus and waited for her along the benches at level3 after waiting for an hour while texting jingyi and noel i got really bored and almost wanted to sleep and i was worried if she could have fallen asleep at home or something becasue she hasnt slept for 2 days in a row so i tried calling her a few times after that tried my luck asking terence if lyn was texting him and stuff but he didnt so i sat there waiting until he came then we went to get a drink
Then cliff called me and CHERYLN answered !!!!!!!! FINALLY !!!! she was at the student lounge the whole time and i was just sitting there for 2 whole hours waiting for someone who has already been in school the whole time!!!! she was hoping that we would be telepathtic and sense that she was upstairs but haha couldnt sense it~ hopfully we would soon !!!
FRISBEE was really awesome other than not really getting the horizontal stack thing but when it was pickups jy suggested playing monkey and i was one for quite a while when the frisbee went out dewi and i tackled for it and man! althought it was painful but it was really really fun ended up wet all over and a blueblacked thumb with sore knees but it was awesome
stupid myua thai club having haunted house and scared the hell out of us when we were just talking and chilling while waiting for the toilet lights to come on
enjoying youth but i still cant wait... 30January2010 cant you come earlier ?
Then cliff called me and CHERYLN answered !!!!!!!! FINALLY !!!! she was at the student lounge the whole time and i was just sitting there for 2 whole hours waiting for someone who has already been in school the whole time!!!! she was hoping that we would be telepathtic and sense that she was upstairs but haha couldnt sense it~ hopfully we would soon !!!
FRISBEE was really awesome other than not really getting the horizontal stack thing but when it was pickups jy suggested playing monkey and i was one for quite a while when the frisbee went out dewi and i tackled for it and man! althought it was painful but it was really really fun ended up wet all over and a blueblacked thumb with sore knees but it was awesome
stupid myua thai club having haunted house and scared the hell out of us when we were just talking and chilling while waiting for the toilet lights to come on
enjoying youth but i still cant wait... 30January2010 cant you come earlier ?
Thursday, August 20, 2009
♥ BBQ♥ HAPPY BIRTHDAY CRYSTAL ♥
FINALLY !!! a 17224 gathering although there were also many other groupies~
managed to psychoed jason into going for the bbq rather than walking around town on his own so met at 3 plus and took a bus down to meet cheryln , suppose to help her with her music finals but instead talk about other stuff so i m gonna meet her tomorrow before her paper and do a crash course, then we headed to east coast park for bbq i kinda feel bad that jason may have felt awkward and i left him alone for a while when elaine and i have asked him to go but at least and hopefully he got to make more friends afterthat it rained when we were all about to head elsewhere so everybody gathered at macs and one by one everybody left ~
man.... its ghost festival .... i m so gonna have a strict curfew for the next 1 month ..... this is bad ....
HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY CRYSTAL !!!!! man!!! you must be freaking happy "receiving" the surprise present from yining !!! now i cant wait to turn legal !!! 30 january 2010 cant you come earlier ?!!
managed to psychoed jason into going for the bbq rather than walking around town on his own so met at 3 plus and took a bus down to meet cheryln , suppose to help her with her music finals but instead talk about other stuff so i m gonna meet her tomorrow before her paper and do a crash course, then we headed to east coast park for bbq i kinda feel bad that jason may have felt awkward and i left him alone for a while when elaine and i have asked him to go but at least and hopefully he got to make more friends afterthat it rained when we were all about to head elsewhere so everybody gathered at macs and one by one everybody left ~
man.... its ghost festival .... i m so gonna have a strict curfew for the next 1 month ..... this is bad ....
HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY CRYSTAL !!!!! man!!! you must be freaking happy "receiving" the surprise present from yining !!! now i cant wait to turn legal !!! 30 january 2010 cant you come earlier ?!!
Wednesday, August 19, 2009
phone5
well havent been doing anything much for the past 2 days but watching HOW I MET YOUR MOTHER i m kinda liking it more and more although you can guess how the story is gonna flow but its the way they talk and act that makes it all really funny and i like BARNEY !! hes funny !! idiotically ...
finally a IJYM outing is coming up but man! it has to be cancelled ....because marie and yinsan has to study .. well all of them except me have to study but it kinda sucks.... like everybody well almost everybody agreeded to meet up and have some fun but because of funny timing of exams and stuff ..... and they wanna meet after september and by then i would have started school ... man..... i really dislike being in different schools as all of them ....
BBQ tomorrow i cant wait !!
finally a IJYM outing is coming up but man! it has to be cancelled ....because marie and yinsan has to study .. well all of them except me have to study but it kinda sucks.... like everybody well almost everybody agreeded to meet up and have some fun but because of funny timing of exams and stuff ..... and they wanna meet after september and by then i would have started school ... man..... i really dislike being in different schools as all of them ....
BBQ tomorrow i cant wait !!
Monday, August 17, 2009
♥ town♥
thought i would stay home the whole day today but couldnt take the boredom and decided to head out to the national library to get a book to read for the break and finally borrowed 2 story and 2 comic books was trying to waste my time so i walked from bugis to raffles and took the train down to sormerset and walked to wisma. decided to sit at starbicks and start reading my book but got bored a little while later so called elaine to see if she was still in town . she was catching a movie with her besti so didnt want to disturb her but she told me jason was in town too and wanted to have lunch but theres nobody to eat with him so i got his no. and text him. we met later at lido he had his kfc lunch and we chatted about stuff wanted to play Xbox G.I.Joe but it wasnt working ... so we head out and went to meet elaine for a while cause she was at far east. after meeting her we walked to paragon got orangejulies and headed home~
Sunday, August 16, 2009
♥family day♥
went out with my mum's side family didnt actually want to go because i was really tired talking to noel till 2 am and my whole body was aching like hell but since my little cousins are all going and i miss them so i went and it was gonna be isaac's 5th birthday on the 18 of AUG . so went to raffles followed by suntec, my legs were like hell cant walk properly like some spastic girl walked everywhere till my uncle and family came. my grandma wanted to walk the fountain of wealth so kinda walked there and next thing i know heard my name and saw terence melissa and roderic were there too. didnt want to walk the thing so i stayed with asher ~
phoebe
isaac
asher
sometimes i do feel really really dumb.... .....
phoebe
isaac
asher
sometimes i do feel really really dumb.... .....
Saturday, August 15, 2009
♥ CRYSTAL precelebrated BIRTHDAY ♥
man!! frisbee was awesome the day before but now i am aching all over but its worth it :D
today celebrated crystal's 17 birthday !!! we went to watch UP wanted to watch in 3D version but it was freaking selling fast so in the end we watched 2D version but had seats really near the screen~
felt kinda bad cause i was pretty tired yawning and always asking to rest when we were hanging out~but i really had a great time !!!
today celebrated crystal's 17 birthday !!! we went to watch UP wanted to watch in 3D version but it was freaking selling fast so in the end we watched 2D version but had seats really near the screen~
felt kinda bad cause i was pretty tired yawning and always asking to rest when we were hanging out~but i really had a great time !!!
Friday, August 14, 2009
♥ FRISBEE
today frisbee was awesome !! although intially i didnt throw well too self concious everybody are really good at it ~ but at least by the end of the day i did !!! YEAH !!!! playing with the seniors was really fun especially when its 6vs6 all girls !!! after frisbee when to KAP for dinner ~and saw mr timon teo my cousin~ i think he drank cause his face was red ... but anyway reached home pretty late and i cant wait till tomorrow gonna watch UP 3D with crystal !!!!
Thursday, August 13, 2009
boring day but with surprise convo ♥
today was really boring but at least i was happy webcamming with erica ♥ and talking !!! cant wait for tomorrow's frisbee and crystal's birthday celebration on sat althought is on next thursday (20th AUGUST shes complaining that everybody remembers her birthday wrongly) crystal watch out !!!
oh and some pictures from picnic
and jingyi
♥
oh and some pictures from picnic
and jingyi
♥
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
uber boring day ... with no surprise convo
today was a freaking boring day !!!! nothing to do ...but have to be a good girl and stay at home ...last night was crazy i was F^@*&^$ pissed and noel knows why .....dont wanna bother about it still very piss with her (not noel someone else)
well today.... all i can say is BORING !!!!! wanted to play sim3 but something went wrong when i was copying the file so never mind till next time then sim3~
17224 few of them are out clubbing ~ could have join them but i ll wait till my 18th birthday and really enjoy and have a blast then !!!
saw this video from crystal's blog thought its kinda cool and cute !! haha it ll be really fun if my wedding can be like this !!!
♥
well today.... all i can say is BORING !!!!! wanted to play sim3 but something went wrong when i was copying the file so never mind till next time then sim3~
17224 few of them are out clubbing ~ could have join them but i ll wait till my 18th birthday and really enjoy and have a blast then !!!
saw this video from crystal's blog thought its kinda cool and cute !! haha it ll be really fun if my wedding can be like this !!!
♥
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
♥picnic♥
today started out kinda pissed off my mum thinks that i have to go to school when i have told her more than 5 freakin time that i m having my 3 weeks break !!!!!! and she kept scolding and making noise to get me out of bed !! irritating !!! afterthat talked on msn fb looked for music etc followed by buying of stuff to make HOTDOG BUN for the PICNIC !!! i am surprised that i can actually make hotdog bun when the only thing i can cook is instant noodles althought i have actually cooked many other dished like chicken curry which turned out tasting sweet sepherd's pie which became gooy in home econ classes.
Really had a enjoyable time during the picnic at BOTANICAL GARDEN althought only a few of us went (jingyi syahril roy elaine russell dewi namka ron joyce and her bf johnson)but i had fun :D althought i have not watched ORPHAN but syahril kinda told us the plot and it was freaky !!!!! and they are planning to watch final destination 4 or 5 i think but i am so not joining them ~ still being kinda freaked out from the previous show ~later we headed to town and walked around ION stupid place with a messed up floorplan but nice shops went home early cause i was kinda tired ~so left when they were at wisma ~
i am getting so hyped about frisbee !!!! m going this friday for sure !! not gonna lose the bet !!
Really had a enjoyable time during the picnic at BOTANICAL GARDEN althought only a few of us went (jingyi syahril roy elaine russell dewi namka ron joyce and her bf johnson)but i had fun :D althought i have not watched ORPHAN but syahril kinda told us the plot and it was freaky !!!!! and they are planning to watch final destination 4 or 5 i think but i am so not joining them ~ still being kinda freaked out from the previous show ~later we headed to town and walked around ION stupid place with a messed up floorplan but nice shops went home early cause i was kinda tired ~so left when they were at wisma ~
i am getting so hyped about frisbee !!!! m going this friday for sure !! not gonna lose the bet !!
Monday, August 10, 2009
EDWARD CULLLEN S SO CHARMING ~
OOOOOOoooooo was watching twilight last night ~ it actually took me awhile to watch this show !! but since newmoon is coming out cheryln kept talking about how charming edward is and i was bored i watched it ~and i really do agree with yln that if only my life can be as exciting as bella's it would be a hell lot of danger fun and love~secretly it the kind of life that i want !!! and man !!! edward is really cool !!! run awesomely fast super strength awesomely goodlooking loves bella so much !
althought this video is kinda random but i thought its kinda nice ...
cant wait to go for 17224 picnic later althought not everybody is going ~
althought this video is kinda random but i thought its kinda nice ...
cant wait to go for 17224 picnic later althought not everybody is going ~
boys can be so problematic
YEAH !!! meet noel today for dinner and went to make her specs~ although we didnt go anywhere but at least we spent time together ~
boys can really be a problem she is kinda suffering from it all and i just hope that this fugly guy can stop stalking her !!! hopfully he gets the message and backoff before she flares up and get her dad
sometimes i really just dont get what the hell is she thinking and that whatever we do is always not right when its done the normal way thinking that we re deaf just because she mumbles all the time and that we had to get her to repeat what she said at least 3 times before screaming at us its crazy at times i wonder how he can live with it all these years ... i guess it just love or a habit
looking forward to tomorrow :D !! gonna have a 17224 picnic hopefully everybody can make it !!!
boys can really be a problem she is kinda suffering from it all and i just hope that this fugly guy can stop stalking her !!! hopfully he gets the message and backoff before she flares up and get her dad
sometimes i really just dont get what the hell is she thinking and that whatever we do is always not right when its done the normal way thinking that we re deaf just because she mumbles all the time and that we had to get her to repeat what she said at least 3 times before screaming at us its crazy at times i wonder how he can live with it all these years ... i guess it just love or a habit
looking forward to tomorrow :D !! gonna have a 17224 picnic hopefully everybody can make it !!!
Sunday, August 9, 2009
happy national day !!!
this is crap !!! i actually wrote a freakin long post but accidently close the tab !!!
anyway to cut short what i have previously typed had a long day ~ well not exactly long but i slept at 2 and woke up around 8 to go and pray ~wasted my day using the com and watching tv ...no good
Really really feel like playing frisbee and trying to hone my so called skills ~ man ...should have went for the frisbee opens !!!! terence made it sound really awesome !!!! hopefully i can play as well as the seniors by next year ~gonna go for frisbee for sure this friday !!!!
this is dumb ... should have seen properly before clicking... now i have no mood to type all the stuff out ~ anyway gonna be off doing crap but i ll probably come back and type crap again if i feel like doing so ~
anyway to cut short what i have previously typed had a long day ~ well not exactly long but i slept at 2 and woke up around 8 to go and pray ~wasted my day using the com and watching tv ...no good
Really really feel like playing frisbee and trying to hone my so called skills ~ man ...should have went for the frisbee opens !!!! terence made it sound really awesome !!!! hopefully i can play as well as the seniors by next year ~gonna go for frisbee for sure this friday !!!!
this is dumb ... should have seen properly before clicking... now i have no mood to type all the stuff out ~ anyway gonna be off doing crap but i ll probably come back and type crap again if i feel like doing so ~
Saturday, August 8, 2009
i cant seem to look at you in the eye
to me is kinda dumb to write a blogpost twice a day and to do it on the first day of blogging ...
anyway ~ BEN's birthday was kinda fun ~ playing frisbee smearing cake on each others face!!!
i dont know why but i cant seem to look at you probably i could but not in the eye it seemed so surreal that i can actually stay composed during these time but i am glad i made that decision because i know that that is what i really want between the both of us and even everybody .i m really really really glad that you actually trusted me and told me about it because it would really hurt even more if i didnt hear it from you but from someone else and all i want to say is to GO FOR IT !!!!
you may not know this but i think you can feel it too i ll always be there for you but do make the right decisions and not regret it later or feel that you may have hurt someone you seem to have everything going smoothly for you and i am really glad but why is it so that i cant seem to look at you in the eyes...
i am not going to regret my decisions and i ll stay true to everything but why am i worried that you may get hurt ...
and I WANNA PLAY FRISBEE !!!!
anyway ~ BEN's birthday was kinda fun ~ playing frisbee smearing cake on each others face!!!
i dont know why but i cant seem to look at you probably i could but not in the eye it seemed so surreal that i can actually stay composed during these time but i am glad i made that decision because i know that that is what i really want between the both of us and even everybody .i m really really really glad that you actually trusted me and told me about it because it would really hurt even more if i didnt hear it from you but from someone else and all i want to say is to GO FOR IT !!!!
you may not know this but i think you can feel it too i ll always be there for you but do make the right decisions and not regret it later or feel that you may have hurt someone you seem to have everything going smoothly for you and i am really glad but why is it so that i cant seem to look at you in the eyes...
i am not going to regret my decisions and i ll stay true to everything but why am i worried that you may get hurt ...
and I WANNA PLAY FRISBEE !!!!
Friday, August 7, 2009
my first entry
hello there this is kinda dumb doing a blog on a impromtu decision~
anyway its my first blog and i do have loads of things to say ...
i am really really happy that my daddy is finally back home !!!! i missed him so badly during this past few days~ but because of a stupid fishbone he got a slight infection and is down with a fever ... now i m kinda worried about him ...
i felt it i saw it coming i knew it was going to happen and i am glad it did or it will torture me further and thankfully it didnt hurt that much but for some reason i am worried
something nice to blog for today rather then having a stupid first entry on worrism stuff i am gonna cut my hair and be off soon for BENjamin Aw's bday !!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEN !!!
anyway its my first blog and i do have loads of things to say ...
i am really really happy that my daddy is finally back home !!!! i missed him so badly during this past few days~ but because of a stupid fishbone he got a slight infection and is down with a fever ... now i m kinda worried about him ...
i felt it i saw it coming i knew it was going to happen and i am glad it did or it will torture me further and thankfully it didnt hurt that much but for some reason i am worried
something nice to blog for today rather then having a stupid first entry on worrism stuff i am gonna cut my hair and be off soon for BENjamin Aw's bday !!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEN !!!
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