♥keeping that happiness inside my heart♥

♥its really complicated out there ♥

always seem so protected but stepping into uni really became an eye opener for me althought things did not happen to me but i feel just as bad, its like a situation some what the same which happens in IJ but we are always able to solve it all so quickly or just brush it off and it almost never really hurt we were like a family in there but man... uni really made me see what the world out there is like in a way its like a war which you never know when you ll be attacked even if you did nothing .. i cant imagine how it would really really be like in the real dog eat dog world ..... and its starting to freak me out a little ... i know the world can never be as peacful as i thought or even that people are really really good natured in that sense but it never seem to fail to show me what a human is like ... i wonder if i can really survive in this kind of society or am i just plain naive... though i wouldnt want to change.

♥SELEMAT HARI RAYA ♥

went to DEWI's and SYAHRIL's place to celebrate hari raya !!! this is kinda like the first time my malay friends invited me to their house and :D the food was really nice!!! dewi's little nephew was really funny when he said bye to us , "wow! so many(girls)!!!!" haha and the other baby nephews were really adorable !!! syahril's nieces and nephew were really cute too!!! they all look so pretty and handsome!!!! and when we left they gave us hugs :D !!!! really really enjoyed the food that was prepared !!!!

waiting for haji lane♥and i really wanna dance !!!

♥heels are killers♥

DnD was awesome !!!! not because of the programme but because of the company !!!!! during the day when out with mum to get her eyes checked cause she went to do laski sugery later we walked around town and shoped afor a while before going for lunch then headed home ~
mummy help me get prepared for the dinner make up and stuff ~ then went to meet roy and jy in town sat there for 2hours chat and stuff waited for jy's date to pick her up and roy and i took a cab to grand corpthorne. overall it was the company that was really really awesome (but I MISS YOU LYN !!!!) we danced took pictures tried to play the table game it was really fun !!!!! wanted to go zouk for the after party but not many people were dancing to decided to go supper instead but everyone wanted to go bukit batok and its pretty far so didnt join them instead ben soh, siva ,michelle sent me home~but I REALLY HAD A GREAT TIME !!!! althought my heels almost killed me ~!!!! oh and roy the corsage you got is really nice !!!!! THANKS !!!!!!

♥love being with you♥

POOL DAY WAS AWESOME !!!!! ytd lyn jy elaine and bernie came over to my place to swim !!! i m damn happy !!!! we sang played took pictures it was really fun !!!! i really enjoy spending time with all of them !!! not that i dont like being with the guys but with these girls its really awesome !!!





wondering when can we also finally find a day and spent it like this together ♥
DnD tomorrow~

♥accident prone cousins♥

spent the whole day at my grandma's place today ~ was so so so so happy to see all my cousins !!!!! just realised that we are all really accident prone haha the week before last skyy bang his head against the wall when he woke up and had a big blueblack on the left of his forehead~last week asher fell and had a bruise on his right forehead from the floor~ and today isaac fell on his back while playing with skyy's toy car and the handwheel hit his nose and it bleed non stop~ it was pretty nasty but at least he was alright after that ~ all of them

felt like going sentosa at first THE SUN SAND SEA AND WIND !!!! but didnt go ~ it will definatly be very weird and awkard because those going will be from the team ~

man!!!! what am i gonna do for my esl408 !!!!! its tough!!!!!! need to think of research topic and do my essay draft which i totally dont know what to edit and stuff !!!!!! and comms !!!! all the projects and blog !!! but at least soci and social psy is alright ~ need to get back to study mode !!!!!

♥love those cousins so so so so so much !!!!♥

havent been able to post anything these few days because i was really reallly busy with school ~ still trying to adapt back into school life~ but at least i m more comfortable now ! quite a no of things happened these few days ~ school dnd frisbee so many more things~ how i wished i can have more time now and that it ll all just slow down abit for me to catch up

tired... ...

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY MING !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

♥ HAPPY BRITHDAY in 15 mins time MING !!!!♥

went out today to "celebrate" and spent some time with ming and crystal ~ they came to my school to pick me up !!! only to realised that they were tricked into travelling to and fro :D
later we went to plaza sing to get hamsters before going to clark quay for fisherman's wraft headed back to town later collected the hamster and we sat at the mrt station fixing its little new home ~









HAPPY BIRTHDAY MING !!!! LOVE YOU LOADS !!!! XOXO !!!!!♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ !!!!!

why am i feeling like this
hopfully your alright now
loving to see that smile and hear that laughter of yours

i hate it when my friends are unhappy ....

♥ OMG!!!!!!!!!!!♥

just got back from frisbee SuniG was feeling pretty tired and outta place so left early ~ hopfully they ll do really well!!!!!! the other schools were pretty good too but i still think SIM is AWESOME !!!

BLAH!!!!! i cant actually believe i did it !!!!!! its so CRAP !!!! i rather get a direct answer !!! please dont leave me hanging like that !!!!

♥ school is it gonna work overload ... ... ♥

school have been so far so good everything is kinda going smoothly although i dont exactly know what i m doing ~ man... creating this habit to sleep on the bus on the way to school ~ i usually dont infact almost never sleep on the bus unless i m with someone i know but these days i just cannot take it and i really need to sleep on the bus although its kinda embrassing but it was a really good 25 mins nap !!!

been too busy catching up on school activities and feel kinda bad when my friends need me and i m not there for them 100% ... ... but i ll definatley try to always be there no matter what !!!

♥