FINALLY ITS SUNDAY !!!!!!! ♥

♥missediguess♥

havent really had the time to blog these days ~ :D back to watching 2days1night

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hee!!! liking lee seung gi again ~they make me laugh like a mad woman!!!

anyway~ after school today went for comms meeting then met elaine and bryan ang to mug and throw frisbee ~ MAN !!!! i really want to make my throws much better !!!!! stood all the way home from bukit batok to toa payoh~ its was like crazy bananas so squeezy and my ankle became damn tired~ had to shower while soaking my feet in hot water ~

idk idk idk of how i really feel and i miss so many of you so badly~!!!!

♥famlovefam♥

had a "family" lunch today to celebrate kim po's birthday ~eat and eat nothing else to do and later left early to get to school for meeting~

ASHER

DADDY and ASHER

MUMMY and ASHER

MEGAN

ISAAC



ISAAC he is so funny awkardly cute

met many other relatives , its really amazing how much all of us grew when we used to play together until we started to ignore each other's presence and till now where we acknowledge each other but barely talk.

♥illusion♥

day started out triring had soc psy and comms ~

meet NOEL to go home together :D !!!!! while waiting~ SAW MY EYECANDIES (icandy) !!!! said bye to adrian(HEE he tapped me on my shoulder to say bye) and saw leet sern(18yrold malaysian) going off ~ but hee hee at least my day ended nicely

didnt go for PT cause i had school till 5 and i didnt know that it was at 5 30 until bryan ang told me ~bleep too bad ~ cant wait to throw tomorrow :D !!!!

i guess i kinda sticking to my plan of sperm donor 2015/2018
hee wanna look for really goodlooking guy and have really pretty and goodlooking children :D

guys pretty much sucks and dunno why sometimes i wished i was one but thankfully i m not ~(and i m perfectly straight)

it probably was a illusion afterall

♥your such a cutiepie♥

you may be the only source of sunshine to my happiness
but could it be just a illusion of mine ...

♥sillybilly♥ happy happy happy ♥

esl408 mid term essay was crap !!! i think my outline didnt really go with my essay ... :( crap but nvm at least its over !!!!! i think i m nuts trying to study 9 chapters by tonight(3 soc and 6 psy) !!!

after esl went for lunch with dewi and elaine but had to wait for terence and was damn hungry by the time he came .. but at least he treat me to ban mian :D ~ wanted to buy him a drink but he got it himself so nvm ~ i ll treat him another time !

studied like "mad" the while day in the student lounge wasnt really concentrating and by the time i started to concentrate i was physically tooo tired to continue so headed home~ slept on the bus and my head was bobbing everywhere ~ MUST START STUDYING !!!!!!

wanting to express how i feel yet i m afraid you ll misunderstand not knowing that those messages are for you

♥happy happy happy ♥

FINALLY managed to meet up with all IJYM people aka noel erica( you finally wanna head out) marie yinsan sheena and shermaine!!! had a short but awesome time ~ ate carl's jr. played at the arcade took pics (lol loads of jump pics) it was really awesome ~!!!!!!





then met elaine and bryan ang to get their stuff (white jersey and boots) didnt really see anything suitable until when we were pretty late for frisbee then somehow we managed to get everything they need ~

went for frisbee !!! was reallly fun playing soccer like frisbee after some throws~ then went to Al Azarh with dewi elaine terence bryan ang jowene eugene and garnesh ~ had to head hoome cos its late~♥

today is probabaly one of the most enjoyable day of my life~
went out with lyn then went for frisbee some stuff happened in between ~

been getting lazy to bother to blog ...

ANG ANG !!!! remember to finish the check list ♥

it hurts to hear something like that from you ... ...

quotes..

♥"up until now I have sworn to myself that I'm content with loneliness, because none of it was ever worth the risk"♥

"There is a battle within that i ll never win. It's me i'm up against.Its my heart versus my commonsense"

"everybody wants happiness,nobody wants pain but you cant have a rainbow, without a little rain"

"when you fall in love, getting hurt is evitable but its definaltly worth it"

“When you tell someone something bad about yourself and you’re scared she won’t love you anymore. But then you get surprised because not only does she still love you, she loves you even more.”

♥its because he/she complements you♥

was watching Sophie's Revenge for comms ,a chinese movie about a girl who got dumped just before getting married because he liked a movie star and the girl decides to take revenge by trying all means to break them up get him back and dump him, during the process she kinda got to know this guy to help her take her revenge and slowly he fell in love with her and at the end she fell in love with him too. althought the whole story was kinda predicable but it was the little meanings in the show which really made it a movie that i ll always remember

during comms we were talking about communication in terms of a boy girl relationship and was showed Ice Age movie scene of contacts between the 2 mammoth and there was this part where sidee said that :"because she complements you " and after watching sophie's revenge i realised that at the end of that story its about the one who complements you the one who is your other half who makes you as a complete whole unit

i do wonder when i ll be able to find this one who will be a complete whole with me who will be able to understand me more than i do myself who will be able to always be there for me when i need him who wants to see this face and hears this voice everytime he wakes up ...